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Saturday, August 28, 2004____*

lost a mark on my phys ca, n the formative retest din realy go dat well either. i totaly cudnt get the temp graph. n the whole of phys lesson i was so pissed off and frustrated tryin to sort out my phys file. first i din put the sections in the order she wanted, then i was scrambling around 4 the marks to record. i also had sum missing worksheets. n corrections had to be done on foolscap even if it's only one qn.. like wtfh?? the only paper i had in my phys file is cpt paper n no fuckin way was i gona waste my cpt paper on stupid one-qn corrections. so i borrowed paper frm brammi. but dat whole lesson i was so pissed and frustrated with myself, and soon i started gettin angry with everyone else too.. realy sori abt dat.. but my mind was in a muddled jumbled state and i jz started swearin n cursing.. god..

went to do cip today with qiqi, eilania n yu lin. was realy fun selling the pens and gettin donations. it was kinda hard at times coz ppl jz ignore u or brush u off.. now i understand how those ppl hu collect donations feel wen i ignore thm or say i got no money.. but sum ppl do like the stupidest n most disgusting things. i've had a couple of times wen ppl wud pretend to put a $2-bill into the bag but actualy take it out wen they withdraw their hand.. it is seriously disgusting.. i mean, god.. it's not like they're freakin forced to do it. but those 3 hrs were worth it. n the pens were sold in like an hour! wen we reported back at the cc with the bag, sum of our frens hu were alredy there cudnt finish sellin. and i was wonderin how dat cud be, coz the four of us sold our pens pretty fast. i gues it has sumthin to do with the location we were assigned. eilania, yu lin, qiqi n i were assigned to go to china sq near raffles plce. i gues al those "business/executive" ppl helped.. but it was fun altho im feelin dead tired rite now and my lower back n left shoulder blade hurt like hell. always get sore wen i stand or sit 4 too long. god.. i seriously need a massage..

*scribbled 2:45 pm(:

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