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Monday, October 11, 2004____*

ok..ok... i noe i hvnt blogged in like wat.. 3 wks?? but hve been bz wif exams n stuff.. exams.. *shudder* but now dat they're over *phew* n i dnt hve to go to skool til nxt tues wheeeeeee!! but seriously, exams were causing so much stress dat i was breaking out n freakin out.

friday - 1/10/04
english paper 1: ok wat the hell was mr ang thinkin setting those topics?!!i cudnt decide between them so i went straight to the guided compo - letter writing - which was ok. cud write until the end of the letter. thn decided i had to choose a topic. decided on topic 4: describe a place of natural beauty. pfft.. had loads to write on but dunno why suddenly went blank halfway thru. so my compo was like serious crap towards the end.
english paper 2: had to read the passage 6 FREAKIN TIMES before i got the faintest idea wat it was abt. sumthin abt a blue hotel and a swede guy hu's a total nutcase. then the qns were all inferential. no straight-from-the-passage qns. fuck.

social studies: miss hamidah told us to concentrate on 3 out of 5 chpters and dat chpters 5+6 had to go together. so i focused on chpter 2: merger & separation, chpter 3: conflict in s.lanka & n.ireland n chpter 7: industralisation in s'pore 1960s-1970s. guess wat? chpter 7 came out for sbq n chpters 2,3, 5/6 came out for seq. i gues i was lucky. it wud hve sucked if chpters 5 n 6 came out as separate qns coz i do not get diplomacy n deterrence at all.

wednesday - 6/10/04
didnt take the mother tongue paper 1 so cud come later in the morning.

science (chem/phys): wen i got the paper, i was like "im so gona do phys first". phys was ok. not too easy, not too hard. but chem... i looked at the first qn: wch of these is a volatile liquid?" wtf? wat kind of a qn no.1 is this? first qn alredy so fucked. wel.. things went pretty much downhill frm there..

thursday - 7/10/04
a.math: stupid paper. 'nuff sed.

lit paper 1: I SO TOTALLY SCREWED THIS ONE UP!! for sum stupid apparent reason i thot we started at 10 wen we started at 11. but i knew we ended at 11.50 so i thot we had 1hr 50mins wen we actually had 50 mins!! and im sitting rite in front for godsakes!! took my own sweet time reading the poem and the prose n tryin to decide between the 2. i was 3/4way-thru doin part (i) wen the invigilator sed we had 15 more mins. wtfh??!! i hvnt even started part (ii) yet!! had to rush thru the paper. pretty much screwed it up.
lit paper 2: well miss ang sed to concentrate on viola n malvolio for revision. n due to time constraint i did. qn 1 (wch was compulsory) was the scene where viola had her soliloquy. thank god i read it like 5 times. thn i chose qn 2 wch was on malvolio. i like those kind of qns where u imagine u are this character n write abt this particular situation u were in...

friday - 8/10/04
ok.. hu scheduled the exam timetable? hu the hell puts bio n hist on the same day??!!

bio: well mr peh totally scared us by sayin it will be realy difficult (he later told us today dat it was to "mentally-prepare us". god.. i was freakin out. but it was actually pretty ok. i was realy preparing for the worst. thot i was gona look at the paper n freak out n cry. jw even wrote on the board an invitation to the 'shaking legs club'. time: 8am-10.15am. wat to do: stare at the paper n shake ur legs.. haha.. i was thinking abt it.. hmm maybe i'll consider the tues invitation to the tribal ceremony.. haha..

hist elect: i was kinda scared coz i only studied chptr 3: china, chptr 4: germany, and chptr 5: ww2 in germany. kinda guessed china was gona come out 4 sbq coz ww2 came out last yr n the yr b4 for sbq n we alrdy had russia for a ca. so i was relieved wen china came out for sbq n russia, germany n ww2 in europe came out for seq. didnt understand the germany qn so did the ww2 one. (speaking of ww2.. cant wait for pearl harbour this wkend!! josh hartnett is sooooooo cute!!) wished had more time tho. even tho i realy tried to stick to the suggested duration for each qn, i still cudnt finish.. hmm.. maybe i wasted too much time writing rubbish.

monday - 11/10/04
emath paper 1: wasnt too bad. except for a few tough questions here n there, it was pretty manageable. i didnt freak out even tho i felt soooo guilty for not studyin at all durin the wkend. think can pass.
emath paper 2: two words: fucked up.

puk peru passed away last nite. he's my mom's dad. she's realy upset abt it. she jz came back yestrday frm visiting him in limbang thn tonite she has to go off again. wen ayun called jz now to talk to mummy, she was crying.. i hope they'll feel alrite again. esp mummy...

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