nuraini
3e9 '04 tkgs
4e9 '05 tkgs
1AH '06 acjc
ACSian Theatre
leo
luvs:[mascara],[eyeliner] & [lipbalm]
obsessed with HANSON(:
fave music: punk/pop/modern/classic/indie rock
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[watch horror movies]
missing:[life in cape town],[life in jakarta]
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Mood: depressed.. but feeling a little bit better now Songs stuck in head today: Chicago and Never Be The Same both by Ingram Hill
Today is the reason why I'm down right now. It's been insane. Maybe that's exaggerating, but I really feel that today was such a bad day and it simply dragged on to like now. Heard that for the Bio SPA it was supposed to be the Biuret test. Great. Why did I have to do the Benedict's solution test instead. ENZYMES!!!! They're supposed to be PROTEINS. I am such a dumbass. Then during Bio, Mr Peh said that the class average was around 8.5. Out of 20. And he marked it leniently. I'm screwed. Someone shoot me right now.
Well anyway I don't really know what to write or maybe even how to write what's really in my head right now.. so I think the best way to describe it is by posting the song 'Believe' by HANSON:
Believe I was holding on, now I'm letting go This is nothing more than a picture show Everything I knew now I hardly know Busy keeping less never getting more One more nickel dime I'm out the door This kind of life I can't afford
I want to believe there's something to believe I would live only just to believe Oh, I'd love to believe It's not only me that's longing only just to believe 'Cause I want to believe I want to believe
Can't put my mind at ease with the words I say Trying to get myself to get out of my way Birds in the trees just make me depressed Seeing sunny skies feeling emptiness Layers of lies just seem to fold This kind of life is all I know
I want to believe there's something to believe I would live only just to believe Oh, I'd love to believe It's not only me that's longing only just to believe 'Cause I want to believe I want to believe
Murder wears a friendly smile Like the perfect end in a plastic vial No pain Sorry I can't seem to stay But this bird was meant to fly away
Layers of lies just seem to fold This kind of life is all I know
I want to believe there's something to believe I would live only just to believe Oh, I'd love to believe It's not only me that's longing only just to believe 'Cause I want to believe I want to believe
I will believe I'd love to believe I can believe in something I will believe I'd love to believe I can't believe in nothing
