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Friday, May 13, 2005____*

Mood: headache-y
Song stuck in head today: Without You by Clay Aiken and Kim Locke

I obviously have not blogged in ages. The last post was my stupid sadistic poem which I wrote even though I stink at writing poems. Which all happen to be MORBID. But thanks anyway Mal. For once, just ONCE I'd like to see me write a happy one. But it probably won't happen because yeah.. my poems stink.

Basically this past week has been pretty much uneventful. But being me, I'll probably exaggerate everything to make it seem like this week was the best ever. To start off, my phone ceased functioning. Yes, finish. Kaput. KO. Poof! The stupid screen went blank. It still works as in I can call and stuff but I can't see anything on my screen. And I think that if I want to continue using that phone I must be out of my mind. So I'm using my old phone now. Damn.

Mr Peh (damn he's always in my posts. soooo annoying) made us draw bean seeds. Which are about 1 cm long. How the hell are we supposed to draw something so microscopic? Yeah I know.. use the hand lens.. But still. Argh! I hate drawing. And our practicals this year will have a lot of drawings because Mr Peh said he's setting the paper and he's putting in a lot of drawing stuff. I swear, he just wants to make a mockery of our inability to draw credible looking drawings. Someone assassinate him before I really do it myself. (Haha kidding... what would TKGS be without him around?) Well less "spring tests" that's for sure. He came into class today and the first thing he said was that we have to do an essay question in 15 mins. Something about pollination and asexual reproduction. What bullshit. I just wrote complete crap. If I even got marks for it, I'll be laughing my ass off my chair.

Physics formative sucked today. I think I can only get a few marks. Maybe barely pass. All I need is 3 marks to get my A1. PLEASE. I don't even care if I don't top the class. Just give me my 3 marks and I'm happy. WHY MUST D.C. CIRCUITS BE SO DAMN COMPLICATED?!!! I hate that stupid chapter. I almost cried while doing the paper just now. And it was Physics!! A formative!! That's how bad it was. Can't believe some stupid formative is going to make or break my A1.

I went all the way to Tampines station today. Yeah call me crazy. I could just stop at Eunos and go home from there but no.. I had to waste my time and go all the way to Tampines. I just wanted to be in the MRT longer with raidah, yinglin and brammi. HUUUUUUUGE mistake. Tampines freaked me out. Seriously. It was the creepiest moment ever. Remind me never to go to Tampines again.

And speaking of MRT.. we (raidah, brammi, yinglin and I) met three girls a couple of days ago. Three extremely rude, uncouth, foul, vulgar, offensive (shit I'm running out of synonyms) girls. Ok fine.. BITCHES!!! Racist fags. It started in the 76 bus heading towards the station. When we boarded we went to the back of the bus. Sitting near us were three girls. They started snickering and giggling and pointing at us. But I think more towards brammi. We didn't know what in freaking hell their problem was. They were like looking at us. Pathetic scums. Then when we stopped at the station, we purposely walked reeeeal slow. Guess what? They walked reeeeeeeal slow behind us too. Stupid fuckers. Then at the platform they went to the end. I suggested we go to the other end. So we did. And I thought that was the end of the story.

But raidah told me that after I got off at Eunos the girls CAME OVER FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE TRAIN. Doesn't that tell you something? It was obvious they weren't happy with just leaving my friends alone. raidah said they started saying things like: "That one ah. That's the one. Stupid bitch." And pointing in brammi's direction. And I don't really know what happened after that but apparently they were like staring at each other (As in yinglin brammi and raidah staring at the 3 girls and the girls staring back). Then at Tampines they got off and one of them said something like: "What you staring at, you black shit" to brammi. WHAT. THE. FUCKING. HELL? And brammi just stuck out the finger. One of the girls started to bitch and complain about it, and here's the best part: the door closed on her! Serves the stupid bitches right. Man that was a rant post. So many expletives in two paragraphs. But whatever. I don't give a shit. Man I'd give anything to have been there. Would have given them a piece of my mind. Even though I'm in uniform. Shit that was the one advantage they had. They weren't in uniforms. Probably because they're too stupid to even go to school. Or maybe they're one of those dim-witted UWC people. Racist fags. GO EAT SHIT!!

Anyway this a really long post. I've got to get off now. Sis wants to use the comp. OMG I'm in love with Peterpan. And Ryan Cabrera's new song. And I'm going to Gema Temasek tomorrow. Gonna see dila. Miss her to bits.

*scribbled 7:30 pm(:

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