Eyes aflame with Light!*

Monday, June 20, 2005____*

Mood: sad...
Song stuck in head today: What If I'm Right by Ingram Hill

It's inevitable, I can feel it. Right in my bones, right under my skin. It sends chills down my spine yet it's a comforting feeling. Not so in the sense that it puts me at ease but that it feels right at home where it is. Makes sense? No? Well nothing in this world does. If you believe so it's time for a wake up call, a jolt into reality. *sigh* It's the distance. It's growing - at such an alarming rate. Wider and wider like the space between two mountain canyons. Like the wide oceans of the Pacific. Not even globalisation can help this one.
JW: Yeah ditto.. we used to be close last year. I don't know what happened this year. Could it be our sitting arrangement? Or the fact that I don't come to school early anymore and that I miss out on the oppurtunity to chat with you every morning before assembly? We don't even talk online anymore and when we do talk, it's always awkward silences. Yes I can feel it.. You're still my friend babes.. Hope this gap won't worsen after TKGS. Love ya!
Chrystal: I miss sitting in front of you so so much!! You're such a blast to talk to and our english group projects were the best! Miss ya like you won't believe. That time we went to Swensen's I had a really great time. Yes I miss hanging out with you.
Heidi: We haven't talked in ages! We always miss each other online. It sucks! But we're not getting bored of you ok? Especially not me. Miss you loads lovey!!
Gabz: I need to talk to you!!!! I miss you so much and can't wait to see you in December. I wish we can go back to old times when we would send each other "Please call me"s and talk on the phone without worrying how much it would cost. The movies and sleepovers and just hanging out at the mall. Man... *starting to tear up*

I would do whatever it takes not to let these gaps grow any wider than they already are. I love you guys!! <333

*scribbled 5:31 pm(:

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