nuraini
3e9 '04 tkgs
4e9 '05 tkgs
1AH '06 acjc
ACSian Theatre
leo
luvs:[mascara],[eyeliner] & [lipbalm]
obsessed with HANSON(:
fave music: punk/pop/modern/classic/indie rock
luvs to:[sing],[act],[dance],[listen to music]
[watch horror movies]
missing:[life in cape town],[life in jakarta]
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Mood: sad and disappointed Song stuck in head today: A Decade Under The Influence by Taking Back Sunday
I swear everything's so different now. It's confusing me. One minute we're all one big happy bunch and the next things explode. It's hard to write this without hurting anybody, but I wish it would go away. It should never have been like this. Well, it's just not the same anymore. There's no such thing as being able to say what exactly you're thinking. Your opinion just goes by unnoticed. Or worse, intentionally ignored. It sucks. What happened? I don't know but I should have seen the signs. I guess it's kind of stupid of me to not see them before. I want things to go back to how they used to be but it just can't. It's not possible. Things have gone across the line. I guess I have to be strong enough to walk away...
How many times do I have to tell you? How many times do I have to say it? You just won't believe me, will you? You just won't hear the truth. Are you even listening to yourself? Or are you turning a deaf ear Closing one eye To everything that's happening around you? Don't be naive, my dear. Things are not all they seem. You reach for something you don't have Never had Will never have. Pathetic Why do you keep doing the things you do? How many times must you repeat the same mistakes? You just don't see it, do you? You wait until it's too late Until we start writing our wrongs on blank pieces of paper Fill them up with useless rants about how You should have never done what you did You should have listened to your intuition You should have just seen the signs. But you didn't.
