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Friday, July 08, 2005____*

Mood: hungry
Song stuck in head today: Au jour le jour by Emma Daumas

O M G. Everywhere I see that people are studying, memorising stuff, planning what to study next. Have I done any of that? NO! WTF? I have 7 weeks to prelims and I'm not doing anything about it?? Who do I think I am that I don't need to study? Einstein??!! Come on! Get it together and FUCKING FOCUS!! I am bored right now. I should be studying Social Studies but no... I'm procrastinating.

And why isn't there EVER anyone online when I'm online. Lostwithouteachother. I'm lost without you guys! Dang time zones! And like the next thing I know people have like 200 more posts than me. In one freaking day! And I miss out on the HL conversations. WTFH?? Angela got a kitten and I must be like the last one to know.

And what's this about Raul being in Singapore and I never got to meet him??!! What is the world coming to? But Raul is soooo old news compared to the London bomb blasts. Now that is a situation worth asking 'What is the fucking world coming to??!' It's scary I tell you. It's not safe anymore. ANYWHERE. And I was on the forums just now and apparently some people think Denmark is next. Well, WE could be next! This war will never end. It just won't. There will forever be people unhappy with each other. Emotions will run high. High enough to kill. My dad thinks it's British people killing their own people and then claiming Al Qaeda did it. People are insane nowadays. It's technology I tell you. Technology has driven us all to the very verge of insanity. Which means I must be insane too. Yes, Nuraini. Why the hell are you on the computer waiting for people to come online when you should be studying?? You're such a procrastinator. Can you just picture this conversation I'm having with myself? There! Huuuuuuuge proof of pure insanity.

Erwin I need to talk to you but I'm always afraid to dial your number because I never know if you're busy at that moment and if you are then you'll get all irritated and stuff. But I miss you ok. I miss you. God, don't listen to this insane freak. She's out of her mind.

Oh, and does anyone have a credit card I can use? I desperately desperately want Emma Daumas' album Le Saut de l'Ange but I can only get it Europe or from Amazon. Please? I'll pay you back. Promise. Honestly!! You don't believe me?? Fine..

Oh and there's this quiz that says I'm painstaking and fussy. I bet I drive half of you guys out there crazy. Right? But that's ok. You're not obliged to answer. I'll still love you anyway.

*scribbled 10:30 pm(:

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