nuraini
3e9 '04 tkgs
4e9 '05 tkgs
1AH '06 acjc
ACSian Theatre
leo
luvs:[mascara],[eyeliner] & [lipbalm]
obsessed with HANSON(:
fave music: punk/pop/modern/classic/indie rock
luvs to:[sing],[act],[dance],[listen to music]
[watch horror movies]
missing:[life in cape town],[life in jakarta]
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Mood: pondering Song stuck in head: Breathe (2 AM) by Anna Nalick
Image. Is it something you come up with, something that others perceive of you, or is it merely a mirage of your delusional self? Why do people keep changing what they look like? To satisfy themselves? To satisfy others? Since when do you turn into something you're not and thus succumb to the pressure of others? Others who don't even know the real you. Others who have no idea what it means to be real. God made us all to be different. By attempting to follow the river of so-called "trends" aren't you condoning yourself to the perception of others? Maybe this is a really pointless post and a really pathetic attempt at being "deep" and "opiniated" but seriously I don't care. Isn't blogging also putting up an image behind the words? Am I being hypocritical here? So many questions. Each and every one of them making no sense. But again, I don't care. I'm not going to write simpler, monotonous posts in order to attract more readers. I'm not going to make my blog all emo-oriented in association will all those sadistic posts which scream "I can't take it any more" or countless "I so hate my parents right now". Do people even realise that when they change, it might be because of others? Because of pressure?
Well, whatever. Maybe this entry here should be stashed away in a corner along with other worthless trashy mindless rants which make no sense whatsoever. You know like those that go "OmG! I JuSt LiKe FrEaKiNg WeNt ShOpPiNg ToDay!!!!!!!" (phew, man that was hard. How do some people keep doing it?) Or those that scream such hate and hostility it ranks waaaaay up there for 'Most Unapprochable Blog No Matter How Gorgeous The Layout Is'. I don't care. I write what I want. (Am I turning into another Maddox here?) FYI, he's a really sadistic asshole who absolutely has so much free time he writes trash on his website. He's a HANSON-hater and I hate HANSON-haters. Can't find the URl right now, but I bet you guys will be disgusted too.
