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Mood: tired and frustrated Song stuck in head today: Dans le collimateur by Emma Daumas
Time check: 4.20 pm. Hours awake: approximately 7 hours Books touched: ZILCH
Does that give you any idea on how incredibly stupid I can be. Yup, that's right. I did ZERO studying today. Someone shoot me. Right. Now.
Or not. I'm too darn nice. Maybe you guys are hoping I'll snap out of this reverie I'm in where everything does not revolve around the fact that prelims are in freaking 7 weeks!!! But I'm not counting. Are you? Or maybe you guys are seriously praying that we can all get through this without working our asses off. Don't count on it. I seriously need help. Any kind of help. Be it psychological therapy to get it into my head that I should quit messing around and should actually FOCUS. Or it could be a study buddy. I don't mind. Please? Anyone? This sucks.
You know I've already started thinking about what I want to do after O Levels. God, I've even started thinking what uni life would be like in UCT or NYU. But all these thoughts are completely fruitless because they can never happen if I don't study and get through my O Levels first. And what if I don't get into VJC? Would I want to settle for less?? Honestly, it doesn't even matter to me because I'm only going to be here for JC 1. But what if I'm not? What if I have to finish my A Levels because something unexpected comes up like dad saying: 'Oh, you're just not ready to go live on your own overseas. Wait another year.' Yeah that can totally happen. Then would I really be happy getting my A Level certificate from a JC which I didn't really want to go to in the first place? Questions are mind-boggling. They boggle the mind. Especially questions that make you ponder over them.
Oh great, it's raining. Now I'm stuck at home! Just when I'm craving for Old Chang Kee. Why do my cravings come at the oddest times? Is this something the universe and the powers-that-be have in store for me to test my patience?! Well...???
I need a new layout. Still HANSON, just a different one. Anyone want to do one for me? Why do I even bother. Everyone has better things to do then stay glued to the freaking computer.
